I need HOME

Months passes.. (2 months je pun)

Last saturday was my first time getting sick without having my parents around. It doubles the pain :<  My ear swelled so badly and I had a fever. The next day, I straightly went to ppum and I waited for 4 damn hours to see the doctor just for her to say "I'll arrange an appointment for you"

Yes, even littlest thing like this made me cried. I cried. I was waiting like a corpse, freezing and she didn't even give me ubat demam!

I wasn't mad at the doctor but I was mad at myself. I made my friends wait for me when they could have done their assignments that day. I stole their precious time for me. I felt like a freaking selfish  lass! Sure I have assured them to go back

but they insisted to stay. For that I was thankful but.. only He knows how guilty I was the entire day.

It has been 6 days now and my ear hasn't gotten any better yet (a little bit better perhaps, Alhamdulillah but it's still swollen) However, I still need my magic pill,

my home.

so tomorrow, insyaAllah I'm coming home.