spm dah habis!!!

So hi! I am now an official alumni of smka al-irshad. Gembira? tbh, physically YES YES tapi internally uhm tak u____u

I mean, how am I supposed to be happy bila aku dah tak boleh jd part of that school anymore? and that I am only part of its memories shj? sedih tau. I don't know how to say this, but seriously Allah sent me to that school for a reason, kalau tak I can't even imagine the sequences. rebellious. and the fact that I am not going to be with my friends anymore, my Irshad friends that I treasure the most, every single person in my batch, good and bad, listen.. you girls gave me so many valuable lessons, and I would never forget that. Soon we'll all be apart to grow our wings and face new challenges in life,a nd I will definitely miss everyone!

but physically, I could never describe the happiness of finishing school FINALLY kahkah! (gila mcm baca plot twist)

the first thing is that, tak payah pakai baju sekolah dah! and that I'll temporarily homework-less and pressure-less. omg, sukanya!

and here a summary of what my friends and I did yesterday right after we finished bio... konfem konfem la gang up pergi makan! tunggu lagi? like I can see how everyone was so hyped taking pictures here and there but the first thing we did was makan. hopeless. I like it like that but yeah rasa rugi sikit tak ambil gambar kelmarin but we recorded videos. hehe!

and yesterday was alyn's birthday! What a happy ending, haha.

and lastly,

Random Exam Tips

Hai semua lulz (pls lah)

So, tetiba rasa boring dan nak update blog yg omnomnom dah nampak baru ni (cewah) mohon appreciate usaha aku like look at that header! *angkat kening sebelah* Too beautiful too resist eheh eww. well the outcome doesnt seem well but I like the effort kahkah effort apa sgt, aku curi je background putih pastu tulis apa aku nak atas tu, terus tempek masuk blog. Tah papa, umur dah 17, tp ilmu ICT still zero.

Oh my God, apa yang aku nak sampaikan ni sebenarnya - -'

Ok just for tak nak post ni nampak useless, aku ingat aku nk bg tips sikit. Exam tips. (trial tak habis lg sbenarnya ni harap maklum) I am a last-minute person. Apa-apa aku buat semua last minute and sometimes it's good but most of the time it's..bad. Kahkah! Dah apahal kau ready last minute pastu expect semua tersusun rapi, of course lah berterabur! Mesej dia kat sini nak bgtau jgn study last minute je.

but I've seen quite a lot of ppl yg study last minute do well for their exam. Tapi lulz yeah probably most of us would tell yg kita study last minute but no lah! You learned and studied before, remember? Alah time dlm kelas, buat latihan.. (cover line tak nak ngaku diri study last minute sobs)

Ha! masa exam! Make sure meja tak tergedik-gedik bergerak masa tgh tulis jawapan. Like pls I've heard a lot of bunyi came from these meja yang ganggu concentration I nak jawab exam (concentrate sgt wau) so siap awal awal lah letak kertas ke pemadam ke ha. Tak la u all jawab dh mcm jwb dlm keadaan gempa bumi, goyang sana sini.

Masa check muka surat jgn tgk soalan! Like I always did, pastu bila taktau dia jadi nervous and then nak jawab soalan yg awal tu jadi tak keruan tgh pikir soalan yg ternampak dekat belakang. Waste your time. Ambil masa, relax. Like, I am now avoiding myself looking at the questions kot sbb

"wargh!! aku lupa!!! mcm mana nak jawab tu tah!!!" -padahal tgh jwb soalan no1. miserable kan.

Paling tak boleh tinggal, doa (time ni je la kan semua pakat nak jadi baik, ingat Tuhan ye dok?) Even me myself, mmg time tu la pakat turn 180 degree jadi alim tapi here, here I wanna tell you, take it as a wadah, medan untuk dekatkan diri dengan Maha Pencipta. Memang,  kita tgk ramai yg hanya berubah jd baik bila exam SAHAJA which is still good to me but the thing is, tak istiqamah. Keihklasan... kureng. Niat and doalah supaya jadi berterusan, kan elok (ha dh kenapa aku tense sgt ni kihkih) Lastly, amalkan  doa untuk kengkawan time jwb soalan. No doubt, it will eventually help you!

Banyak lagi tips aku nak bagi sebenarnya (konon, puih) tapi battery dh nk habis D: (kau nampak tak alasan dia kat situ?!) tak, ok jujur la aku malas nak taip dan ntah la post ni pun tak rancang, cam tah papa ja. Maaf la hari ni mengarut sikit, melencong dari landasan because well, hormone (tah apa kena mengena) Dah. Titik.

Revising my notes, notes yang kosng kahkah! (Mohon sekali lagi appreciate usaha aku
ambil gambar ni pakai laptop cam, budak tryhard mcm ni la!

Exam, Kris, Camping, EXO's First Concert and a Cake!

Wassup every-nobody.

A lot had happened since I last wrote here and trust me you don't wanna hear it.

Firstly, finally my exam is over! pasrah and doa je right now. I don't care anymore but I am very sure my grade will drop like, I'm 100% done, and don't care.

Secondly, Kris left EXO during my exam week. yep. the group that I have followed for 2 years now. the group that I admire the most, EXO- I don't know where to start... it's just that I felt so sad and disappointed. It was too overwhelming that I went numb. I cried a little in my room after I read the news but big gurl dun cry they said, so yep. I am okay. totally okay. One thing I am sure of is– I will never ever stop being their fan. I'll just let the time decides.

whatever to that, bc tomorrow I am going for a camping!! My first reaction after I wrote my name on the list was "YAY!!!!"

BUT THEN

T___T EXO is going to have their first ever concert tomorrow too... and tell me how am I supposed to breathe now? I totally forgot about the con. They are preparing a lot– surprises, fangames, cross-dressing.. I am gonna bawl my eyes out for real....AHHHHH SCREAMS AHHHH I nearly crossed out my name but I have already paid for the fee.. and I love camps too... I know right. this is so sad T____________T oh god my life. what am I gonna do T____T and omg they'll be showing twilight on tv too tomorrowT___T why do I feel like I am gonna be missing out on a lot of things.. also I  ponteng sukantara last week! sbb shopping! fuh.. at least there's one good thing....

also today, today, today!!!!!!!! (or to be more accurate, 22nd may) Kira sent me a cake with an EXO logo on it and I WAS SO HAPPY. bc it's the leader's Kim Suho's birthday today! thank you so much Kira. awh won't you all look at it? nyam!

Alhamdulillah post tak panjang. ceh.

OMG. 3 Minggu Exam.

Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

In almost 4 years aku dekat irshad, tak pernah sekali pun exam sampai 3weeks straight tsk pmr pun 2weeks je kot TTTTTTTT ok first actually benda tu tak lah teruk sgt in fact bagus jgk bec will get extra time to study tp... 3weeks tu mcm.. lama sgt ugh lama gila!!!! well basically all of us tak sabar nak habis exam tp the moment I realized that there are 3 Monday in the schedule I was like HAH?! ugh hei 3minggu, silalah berlalu dgn pantas. #newbie #form4

oh ya, sekarang dh berlalu satu minggu BUT I still have to sit for 'exam ganti' esok bcs I had 3days off bc of my softball tournament (Alhamdulillah our ponteng was paid off!!! tak rugi korbankan hari periksa yeay!) Second runner-up kot hihi kalau korang tahu acano game softball tu and how we fought with those mssm and sukma players from chinese schools, I bet you would be more impressed!! even I was! still am. See, they couldn't beat us more than 10 homes!!! I am proud as heck yeah.

So I guess, nanti kalau dh masuk uni, ada exam yang sampai dua bulan tu macam manaTT mmg kena adapt dgn keadaan mcm ni ke ya Allah how, paan pls stay strong..

Yep. I can definitely do it. Bye
p/s: I should probably continue to study but I am so hungry now ugh.

Mengemas.

Hari ni dalam sejarah sejak habis pmr aku kemas buku-buku aku lol banyak. terlalu banyak (buat terok takde ah bnyak sgt gedik je lebih)

sebenarnya dari start habis pmr aku dah siap esok tu nak kemas bwk masuk dlm kotak hantar dekat tempat recycle and probably earn some money which i can use it for albums \omg tarik nafas\ (but theres a senior cakap that i have to use that money properly.. well instead of buying albums :---( ok i will sunbaenim thanks i guess it's better for me to buy food mcm tu sbb at least i can survive hAha ok

tapi malang seribu kali malang aku selesema uhuks pedih hidung hanya Allah yang tau, semua disebabkan buku yang agak berhabuk sigh kenapa kenapa \hantuk kepala\

now let the pictures talk (eleh setakat tiga gambar baik ambik gambar aku buat derp lol)

yang ni baru satu kotak ok baru satu. hidung tak tahan gila nak kemas semua like srsly teruknya aku biarkan buku-buku yg tersyg aku cemnik \muntah\

 yang ni yang belum dimasukkan ke dalam kotak and you can imagine like this also but full of papers sigh sigh but the more i collect the more money i can earn haHA *bunyi kaching*

yang ni yang atas meja yang telah sedikit dikemas (kalau tak, ada banyak buku bertimbun atas meja ni)

dah? puas dah tngok gambar? so describe sndiri sbb aku tau bilik aku memang semak. tapi takpalah yang penting katil tu bersih sbb bilik aku mmg untuk aku tidoq ja LOL

till then let's keep in touch until the next updates bye! good night-near-to-morning! hahah (sapa nak tolong urut hidung aku yang sakit dan pedih ni, pls pm) <---cis dan lagi ok bye!