My EXO's Lightstick!

It's always an exciting piece of writing when I type down about the thing that I like and isn't it clear by now what or who I like???? I mean.. remember EXO?? ..is it familiar now?

It's a well-known analogy among my close friends that if EXO ever asked me to buy a whole damn closet full of their merchandises, I would (luckily they don't or it means we going starving lol.)

I had been waiting for their company, (let's call it capitalistking) to restock exo's lightsticks  (ttoridibong) because they were out of order for a year? and I was so desperate I even had to borrow my friend's when I went to their concert last year. that was why I dropped everything when capitalistking announced they were opening a pre-order for a new version of ttoridibong and I didn't even give it a second thought to purchase it.

Like it's so ridiculous how I often take at least a day to decide where I am going to eat, but there I was that day - a changed person.

Things exo gets me to do still amazes me.

Last Saturday, I went to pick up ttoridibong and here's a funny TMI that day.

I wore my make up, picked a new shirt, and actually cared about how I looked, like I was going for a blind date when really, it was just a 2-seconds meet-up to take my ttoridibong lmaoo (girl really thought she did something.) It was the shortest hour I'd ever been outside bc I went back just right after I looked for triple A batteries for my new baby. I remember clearly I was walking with this idiot smile on my face and anyone who noticed me would think I was in love. hahaha I wouldn't deny that.

It took me a whole hour to process everything and like actually, CARED for ttoridibong like my own baby (it is my baby!) and omg it's so pretty, we had a fun photoshoot at every angle possible bc it is That charming! worth every penny I had spent haha. The unboxing session was even more fun. My roommates weren't home so I had a blast recording myself like I was this huge superstar on Youtube haha.

Here is one of my favourite photos I had taken of ttoridibong (it is its ACTUAL name, given by our fandom. yes Alyn, stop laughing.)

oh my, flawless!

My ticket to EXO Planet #4 – "The EℓyXiOn"

SCREAMS

yes, yes and yes yes!!!! you are right! I AM INVITED!!!! This girl is finally going to meet EXO at their concert here in KL,  in 38 days!!!!! YOU HEAR ME WAILING? ;A;

First of all, I would like to tell you how extremely nervous I was the whole time after they had announced the seat (only the seat! not yet the ticketing details!) because of the 'what ifs' that were clouding my mind (ugh me) I nearly broke down AND YA ALLAH YES MY ANXIETY WASN'T HELPING. AT ALL.

When they announced the seating, I have already had which area I wanted to buy, for me for sure Rock Zone! because I want to be closer to the stage! not that Cat 1 isn't near, but I know I would prefer standing at a concert that I would go gaga over at.

After the ticketing details were out, I straightly ordered someone to buy it for me. It took a whole lot of courage from me to finally pay someone bc apparently, trust is nearly as expensive to give to a stranger. I was contemplating real hard and that's when I got Alyn to help. Called her, forced her to comfort and say to me that it's fine haha (typical me) Who knows if she's a scammer right? but yay, I am happy that I was wrong.  Thanks to the dealer's wondrous effort of staying there for three days, I've finaly gotten my own ticket. and thanks alyn layan aku the WHOLE time I was dealing with the seller (nasib baik umobile free call uhu)

aaaaand Thank God the seller didn't run with my money y'all or the title would have been "I WAS SCAMMED, NEVER AGAIN" idk.

Funny thing was, I should had been more nervous about my exam (which fell on the same date of ticketing day!) but all the fuss of me couldn't sleep properly was only bc I heard the ticket was selling fast, and that I, might not get the ticket. Oh, what a hardcore. You should have just studied bc you would get it girl, ugh.

I remember telling myself NOT TO GO OVER THIS PHASE EVER AGAIN bc the overwhelming feels I had felt that day was totally beyond what I could handle. Nervous (how many time have I written this?), frustated, anxious, you name it! hdjjssjhjd anyone could tell that I was not! prepared! haha but anything for EXO I guess?

bc after all, this girl is going to meet EXO, at last! 

SEEYA BOYS!

#Olympics_EXO

I want to be able to look back at this post and admire the biggest love I would ever have for someone in my life hence I am writing this.

I have been stanning them since 2012. It's been 6 years and my love and pride for them are still growing, even bigger at that. I am ridiculous yes. anyway back to the topic, today, 25/2/2018, another history is marked under EXO's belt. wallahi my chest was bursting with so much pride and still is. EXO, the "Nation's Pick" has successfully performed at Olympics Closing Ceremony stage! yes O L Y M P I C S. it will take another 20 years for another Olympics to be held in Korea and they, out of all Kpop acts, were chosen for thIS era. The era I am living in. I couldn't describe what I feel. I squealed so hard that I woke up my roommate in shock (sorry za, I didn't mean it. I was just too excited and I forgot you were sleeping...)

like I don't care if Olympics are insignificant to others, but it is not, to me. this is probably one of the events that brings the whole fandom together at a time like, it's too overwhelming and I can't really describe. (I am silly I know haha)

I have yet to download EXO's whole performances but I tell you.. IT WAS EPIC. THEY WERE AMAZING. I HAD GOOSEBUMPS ALL OVER AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. (oops sorry for the capslock, not sorry) 

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I really wish I could meet them and when it happens, I think I would be the happiest girl on earth.

Exam, Kris, Camping, EXO's First Concert and a Cake!

Wassup every-nobody.

A lot had happened since I last wrote here and trust me you don't wanna hear it.

Firstly, finally my exam is over! pasrah and doa je right now. I don't care anymore but I am very sure my grade will drop like, I'm 100% done, and don't care.

Secondly, Kris left EXO during my exam week. yep. the group that I have followed for 2 years now. the group that I admire the most, EXO- I don't know where to start... it's just that I felt so sad and disappointed. It was too overwhelming that I went numb. I cried a little in my room after I read the news but big gurl dun cry they said, so yep. I am okay. totally okay. One thing I am sure of is– I will never ever stop being their fan. I'll just let the time decides.

whatever to that, bc tomorrow I am going for a camping!! My first reaction after I wrote my name on the list was "YAY!!!!"

BUT THEN

T___T EXO is going to have their first ever concert tomorrow too... and tell me how am I supposed to breathe now? I totally forgot about the con. They are preparing a lot– surprises, fangames, cross-dressing.. I am gonna bawl my eyes out for real....AHHHHH SCREAMS AHHHH I nearly crossed out my name but I have already paid for the fee.. and I love camps too... I know right. this is so sad T____________T oh god my life. what am I gonna do T____T and omg they'll be showing twilight on tv too tomorrowT___T why do I feel like I am gonna be missing out on a lot of things.. also I  ponteng sukantara last week! sbb shopping! fuh.. at least there's one good thing....

also today, today, today!!!!!!!! (or to be more accurate, 22nd may) Kira sent me a cake with an EXO logo on it and I WAS SO HAPPY. bc it's the leader's Kim Suho's birthday today! thank you so much Kira. awh won't you all look at it? nyam!

Alhamdulillah post tak panjang. ceh.