How I Lost My IC

there's really no cure for carelessness. it's either you aren't born with it or it just sticks to you like an undying habit for the rest of your life. I am speaking for the people who tried to change this but failed, not once BUT MANY TIMES. like me. (prayer circle for us all)

last Saturday, I had a grocery day out with Kama in Mid Valley, and ugh of course, of course my confidence was high that I actually used my IC for lrt, knowing perfectly I could have lost it like how I lost all of his 4 step-brothers. I was thinking, ah... there's no way I would be That careless to let my own IC goes missing. the others are just what? two student rapid cards? two touch'n'go cards? no big deal. my IC would neverrrrrr

or so I thought.

until I was in front of the scanner heading back to IPBA when I stopped mid track and phew.... there it goes. I SUCCESSFULLY DID IT AGAIN. I think I am too immune with this kind of incident that I calmly said to Kama,

"Weh. IC aku hilang."

and there was Kama, standing at the other side of the scanner, panicking. I was like,

"Yes Kama, it happens every time"

She was so confused on how I could let my own IC goes missing and blergh.. again, I went telling her my history, the die-hard habit of mine- that if I hold something, and put it somewhere, 90% of the times I would forget to take it back from who-knows wherever I put it. but kama was still in disbelief,

"....tapi ni IC kot?"

gosh. how do I explain to her that someday even if it's a laptop that I lost, I won't be surprised...? (but Oh Allah please protect me. I can't afford another laptop..)

However, Kama was so keen on asking me to go back to check, when all I had in mind was to go home and, you know, maybe start planning on which day I would be free to create a new IC... but I couldn't bear seeing her holding hope that I could get my IC back, so I just ran my way to AEON alone and asked around, mouth reciting du'a, bc you know, you can never go wrong with du'a anyway, aaaaand nope. my IC was not in sight. at all.

not even by the next day when the aeon customer service told me the same thing.

the same day, I settled everything with the police bc I need their statement to create a new IC, right? and it was done very quickly! Berkat doa.

Told my parents, my parents weren't surprised. Told my friends, they sighed for me, with a note, "Again?", I cackled haha. Told Alyn, she wrote back,

"Akhirnya. Bukan phone yang hilang dulu tapi IC. that's better." -__-

is there a bet on me that I am not aware of?

Btw, here's one of the du'a we can recite if we ever lose something!

Sorry for the hassle that day Kama, love you.

My EXO's Lightstick!

It's always an exciting piece of writing when I type down about the thing that I like and isn't it clear by now what or who I like???? I mean.. remember EXO?? ..is it familiar now?

It's a well-known analogy among my close friends that if EXO ever asked me to buy a whole damn closet full of their merchandises, I would (luckily they don't or it means we going starving lol.)

I had been waiting for their company, (let's call it capitalistking) to restock exo's lightsticks  (ttoridibong) because they were out of order for a year? and I was so desperate I even had to borrow my friend's when I went to their concert last year. that was why I dropped everything when capitalistking announced they were opening a pre-order for a new version of ttoridibong and I didn't even give it a second thought to purchase it.

Like it's so ridiculous how I often take at least a day to decide where I am going to eat, but there I was that day - a changed person.

Things exo gets me to do still amazes me.

Last Saturday, I went to pick up ttoridibong and here's a funny TMI that day.

I wore my make up, picked a new shirt, and actually cared about how I looked, like I was going for a blind date when really, it was just a 2-seconds meet-up to take my ttoridibong lmaoo (girl really thought she did something.) It was the shortest hour I'd ever been outside bc I went back just right after I looked for triple A batteries for my new baby. I remember clearly I was walking with this idiot smile on my face and anyone who noticed me would think I was in love. hahaha I wouldn't deny that.

It took me a whole hour to process everything and like actually, CARED for ttoridibong like my own baby (it is my baby!) and omg it's so pretty, we had a fun photoshoot at every angle possible bc it is That charming! worth every penny I had spent haha. The unboxing session was even more fun. My roommates weren't home so I had a blast recording myself like I was this huge superstar on Youtube haha.

Here is one of my favourite photos I had taken of ttoridibong (it is its ACTUAL name, given by our fandom. yes Alyn, stop laughing.)

oh my, flawless!

My ticket to EXO Planet #4 – "The EℓyXiOn"

SCREAMS

yes, yes and yes yes!!!! you are right! I AM INVITED!!!! This girl is finally going to meet EXO at their concert here in KL,  in 38 days!!!!! YOU HEAR ME WAILING? ;A;

First of all, I would like to tell you how extremely nervous I was the whole time after they had announced the seat (only the seat! not yet the ticketing details!) because of the 'what ifs' that were clouding my mind (ugh me) I nearly broke down AND YA ALLAH YES MY ANXIETY WASN'T HELPING. AT ALL.

When they announced the seating, I have already had which area I wanted to buy, for me for sure Rock Zone! because I want to be closer to the stage! not that Cat 1 isn't near, but I know I would prefer standing at a concert that I would go gaga over at.

After the ticketing details were out, I straightly ordered someone to buy it for me. It took a whole lot of courage from me to finally pay someone bc apparently, trust is nearly as expensive to give to a stranger. I was contemplating real hard and that's when I got Alyn to help. Called her, forced her to comfort and say to me that it's fine haha (typical me) Who knows if she's a scammer right? but yay, I am happy that I was wrong.  Thanks to the dealer's wondrous effort of staying there for three days, I've finaly gotten my own ticket. and thanks alyn layan aku the WHOLE time I was dealing with the seller (nasib baik umobile free call uhu)

aaaaand Thank God the seller didn't run with my money y'all or the title would have been "I WAS SCAMMED, NEVER AGAIN" idk.

Funny thing was, I should had been more nervous about my exam (which fell on the same date of ticketing day!) but all the fuss of me couldn't sleep properly was only bc I heard the ticket was selling fast, and that I, might not get the ticket. Oh, what a hardcore. You should have just studied bc you would get it girl, ugh.

I remember telling myself NOT TO GO OVER THIS PHASE EVER AGAIN bc the overwhelming feels I had felt that day was totally beyond what I could handle. Nervous (how many time have I written this?), frustated, anxious, you name it! hdjjssjhjd anyone could tell that I was not! prepared! haha but anything for EXO I guess?

bc after all, this girl is going to meet EXO, at last! 

SEEYA BOYS!