PENANG Penang
Sweet Octovember
Volunteering?
*whispers* nobody's gonna know.
Alright jk of course people know. I at least acknowledge that I wouldn't sign up for this if not for the money (lbr I need it walaupun tak byk pun ya kawan-kawan) but to say it's solely because of that pun macam amboiiii? and maybe because it's been a few days now, it never really crossed my mind if I am getting paid or not (trust issue ahaha)
BUT, I know one thing I needed was to be productive. therefore this was the opportunity that I didn't wanna let go. Especially then when my social skill was like back to when I was a toddler. *shrugs* It's been so long right.... who is you, who are me, where are us? Eh eh hahaha
Besides, like I wrote in my last entry, the boredom was gobbling me up and if I didn't do anything about it ...I would have probably turned into a crazy wench who tweets tweets like "beKsiN agEndA yaHudi koWunx!!😤" OR "i love keraja*n😍"
so phewwwwwwww. good grace. *lap peluh*
For this work, I am stationed at the counter where most clerical work is done to confirm vaccinees' identities. There were times when we had foreigners from China and thanks to Alyn, now I am probably at level 1 in conversing in Mandarin (Kids, level 1 is just knowing nin hao right? *stares curiously* *gulps* No?) Anyway, the star of the day was Alyn who takes a weekly Mandarin class, not me so *claps claps*
Moreover, I LOVE love my carpooling session with Alyn because we always have something to laugh over everyday (usually of everyone's banter of the day) and I care less about how I always gasp for air wearing my mask as long as I can let out my laugh... I guess. welps. not until we laughed over that, too, because I was half-dying for more air LMAO
Anyway, from this I am finally learning how to socialize again, feel how to bear a commitment again, build my confidence around total strangersㅡ the hundreds of vaccinees I attended to and the other volunteers across all ages! and lastly, gaining all the experiences that this work offersㅡ whatever they may be :)
Lastly, may Allah always keep my heart full and steady and may He protect all of us from any undesirable situations that may harm us in any way. Aamiin!
I can't and I won't let people say "it's just that.... why do you have be so deep about it..." Oh, are you sorry that you are not sentimental enough to make a meaning out of every little thing you experience in life? because I am certainly not. even if I trip over a small rock and I feel like writing about it, I will.
cei, tiber insecure and sensitip.
Okay, may you only receive and hear good and happy things dear reader(s)!
Oh and please pray for my creative writing because I have been delaying my written pieces for what it's called a writer's block for a while now :(
Hello
My Last Ramadhan in College
The view from my balcony before 1st Iftar 2021 ^^ |
Research Report Submission
Back to School
here I am, writing from inside my room in college, this old dark dreary room with just me smiling to myself in front of my laptop trying to arrange my words...
being in my final year, 2 months away from graduating, I don't think I have to explain why I am gonna seize every chance and opportunity to just have fun with my friends.
I came here four days ago and that day was so lovely. I met my die-hard best friend for the first time in.... 5-6 months? Wish you could see how exuberant I was to have spent my time with her. watched a movie, had our lunch in Hanbing and she even drove me to college which I was SO thankful for bc my luggage and bags were no joke.
now that it has come to this I guess I gotta be ready to spend my last Ramadhan as a student here huh... I have no complain though, even though last year was a luxury for me as I had my parents around (which means no worries about the food) so this year.. we'll see. haha.
and uh.. hu... I can't believe it's been almost 5 years... u___u
chop chop!
gotta finish my thesis first now!
thes's Love Giveaway
Room MakeOver?
cei makeover lah sangat!
last tuesday my sis was finally home! from Australia!
ok you might be wondering why am I telling you this, but gurl, she's got to be the reason WHY we all did this makeover. idk what she was plotting at first when she bought a whole big bucket of undercoat paint and honestly at that point I was like, "oh she's at it again. k" cuz she painted her room thrice already idk.
but later I found out. dia sengaja beli banyak so that she could pressured us into painting ours too. and after all that pressure– I had to agreeT____T and I obviously did not think much of it, the last time I ever made a huge make-over was when I had to move into another room and that was when I hardly had anything.
wait.
that's not even a makeover. I was just changing room jdjsjsjs
therefore, on the friday night, with little knowledge of what awaited me, I started to unload all the clothes from my cupboard (which was my mom's and honestly 95% of the cupboard were her old clothes, not like I mind) and....
fuh. at that moment, I was already asking myself why did I agree to do this... and my sis was already laughing wickedly, while saying,
"well, doing this is like going for a hike. you can not turn back HAHA"
and I looked at her, gritted my teeth and continued the deed cuz I know she's right lmaooT______T the old cupboard I was telling you guys earlier is a big-ass cupboard, so in a night I only finished packing one side of it, organized the old clothes into boxes (easier to donate laterrr) and by the time I realized, it was already 1 in the morning. honestly what's new? (p/s: research)
and the next day came (saturday) aha. yeah. lmao. I unloaded the rest of the clothes, move my bed, my book shelf and sorted my stuff into "to-keep" and "to-throw" plastics before the biiiig main event— painting!
this was the only time I ever asked myself why don't I have a roommate because...uh... my hands were so worn out painting the walls..... luckily my sis helped, my dad did too! I think we finished right before asar after a deeeeep cleaning of my room and I hadn't even loaded my stuff back into my room yet that time. we took a quick break and continued after maghrib.
and after maghrib ....remember the clothes I unloaded before I painted my room? AHA! gotta sort those out toooooo. hahahahaha ha ha
and guess how many storage the clothes fit into?
That's what I signed up for, ladies and gentlemen.
posting the same one with different hue of the sky! aha! |
kihkih |
and after all the hard work working on three rooms for three days (Jumaat, Sabtu and today, Ahad), we bought ourselves Starbucks!!!! my order is always the OG lah— caramel machiatto.