I have a confession to make... to you, yes You. the very website I am using now, this blog, colloportuspell or whatever names I had labelled you in the past– yep You.
I know I have been telling everybody how you are basically my diary but you don't know do you? that I.. I..
I have my own physical diary, and it's not only recently *blows nose*
It's been forever if I were to be honest (and if the diary I had thrown away 12 years ago was counted haha) for you, and my physical diary, it's always been a matter of choice for me...
and listen,
I don't mean to betray you, or cheat on you, but you'd probably guessed it, no? Afterall I only write here once in a blue moon...... but still...
I am sorry.
and I am sorry to tell you that I am now enjoying writing on my physical diary a lot more than I think I would. and it takes lesser effort too, and I don't mean to tell that writing here is a hassle!!! but being conscious of what I write here, especially publicly is getting a bit draining.
but worry not!!! I will never!! abandon you!!
I promise I'll come visit, like today when I feel like confessing to you, or days when I feel like sharing my joy, if not all maybe one or two because after all, you've always been there. with me. the white screen for me to write on and share bits of my happiness.
and it will stay that way. for 10, 20 or 50 years more. insyaAllah.
therefore if you ask me will I ever write to you again? Definitely yes.
It's just a confession to get this guilt of always leaving this website for months, off this shoulder. hihi.
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