I have nothing to preach about except that I'm here to tell about my well-doing (no lol as if everyone is asking) but alas, I'm already here so let's reminisce my good ol' times while I am at it. You know..
I remember fighting with my siblings over small things when I was young which I hated so much,
I remember wanting to grow up faster so that I could challenge my sisters who were physically bigger than me,
and I remember the old days we stayed out of rules, worrying about basically nothing other than the food to eat after, and now
I've all grown up but this isn't it. I didn't end up growing to beat the shit out of my sisters. I really didn't. I wished time could go faster and it did. but I am not happy about it like I thought I would. Time... really did fly so fast... however, the memories are so vivid and clear like they happened just yesterday. Cuz I feel like;
I had just recorded my "make-up fight" vid with my lil sis yesterday when it was 7 years ago,
locked ourselves out of the house to play under the rain last month when it was 8 years ago,
sat in a circle to share some ghost stories last week when it was more than 5 years ago..
when in reality, I'm here, all the way in KL, hundred kilometres away from my family.
It's surreal. This isn't it.
As much as I acknowledge time couldn't be rewind back,
I still hold a little wish that it could.
because now, the commitment is different.
and I don't kinda fancy it.
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| This is so so accurate!! |
